Hate having a phone.
I want to crush it and shatter it and splinter it.
He gets pissed off by my messaging him about half-made plans which he then cancels, even though he knows im an irrational git.
And apparently i “didnt let up”. Whats so bad about wanting definites? Whats so hard to tell me about your plans with your friends? Why, if thats what you want, do you tell me to keep today free at all?
Why not tell me flat out no? Why not tell me to shut my gob?
Why crack the shits about me “not letting up” if it was in your power to tell me to go and mind my own business?
Why am i getting you angry when all i feel is lonely and hurt. Save me the disappointment and rejection please.